Awfully Pink.

2007-03-17T08:28:00.000-07:00

I SHIFTED BECAUSE I SHIFTED;
http://poisonedoll.blogspot.com

2007-02-16T18:17:00.000-08:00

We'll meet again, when both our cars collide ;

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Sakura buffet in town with Eric Matt Sheena Pam and Kenneth! damn funny.. i don't think i've laughed this hard in so long! haha. it's a you-gotta-be-there kinda thing. JustinJap called. He was also eating there with his group of guys. shaven heads. Before that, it was Epic Movie with Joa.. Kenneth said Today gave it 0 stars! HAHA.

had honey red tea which was a tad too sweet. Bubble teas i order always end up unfinished in the bin. And i specifically asked for less sugar/honey :( Oh. I have this thing for watermelon juice. Also, tried Sketchers for my first time. Was kinda lost at the Design-A-Pasta. Love the sauce.. which i'm 100% sure has apple vinegar! THANKS FOR THE TREAT BABE!!! (It's actually expected of you^^)
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So i sold roses in Orchard on 13/14 Feb. Turnover was not bad! $170 in a day! That's even after Uncle Jimmy deducted $1250 from our sales. Man. It was one of the best Valentines' for me! I've learnt to appreciate flower arrangement, Got to people watch too. had nice zhu cao after that to celeb!

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Wahlao. A few girls really really wanted just a stalk of rose but their GIAM SIAP boyfriends are just ARGH! super giam siap and insensitive! Girls don't always mean what they say what!
Boy: You want not?
Girl: Looks longingly at rose and finally mutters Don't Want
Boy: There i know you don't want! HAHA! (looks at me saying Sorry She Don't Want leh)

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But there were a few gestures which almost made me cry!

Like, I saw Zeyan with his friends! He bought a rose and came back after everything saying it's actually for me. Damn super sweet. Haha. The time we played combined doubles and won a pair of socks from Coach's still freshly etched in my memory.

Two French Guys bought Roses, and they actually gave Joel and I a dollar extra. We refused and they replied "But my dears, Today Is Valentines! Keep it! :) "

A Drunkard came up and started uttering gibberish. Like, "You're Juicy". And he was smoking too. WTH. But Joel came to the rescue yea. Anyway,we passive-smoked alot.. think our lungs were about to give way. He nicely tolerated all my nonsense too hahaha. We got to talk in between selling. Also, This ChinaMan came up to take our picture. We were so afraid we would appear in LIAN HE ZAO BAO!

A group of Guy Goths. I was scared to approach them, but it's sales. i went up anyway and they got one from me, for me (simply cos it's vday). was dumbfounded. Not so scary afterall?

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Some Stupid Replies People Gave to : Hi Sir, A Rose For Your Valentine?

YOU'RE DA ROSE!

I nobody to give, give you la.

I go ATM first. (Never Came Back)

Okay Buy One, Get Your Number free?

You wait 5 minutes! (Went to report us so we got chased away by Security Guard)
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And OMG I had a rose delivered to Zhenzie's office for her tgt with the 3 she ordered.. Then I didn't expect a return one from her with a super cute letter she wrote. I so smiled when i saw THAM YING XUAN in familiar handwriting in her company's envelope! HAHA. super cute letter, super cute drawings!

One guy bought 11 roses! But we gave him discount la. Ya.. I think he was kinda desperate cause he needed to give a bouquet to his girl and didn't order anything earlier.

A few friends i don't usually talk to actually saw me selling and came up to support! Like, Sze Jee HAHA. It was so funny!She was so nice she got 2 and we talked for a bit! Thanks Kaiwei and Benjamin! Saw Rayna too.Damn cute! Like, this little girl scurrying along orchard road with pretty pumps. And Aileen Wilopo.Haha her hair's totally blonde now! Chio.And Hosaimi!

Some guy i barely knew came down to get two roses, gave it back tgt with a Vday gift and even offered to buy Joel and I dinner cause we had no time to eat! ^^

Surprisingly, There were a few generous young Ah Bengs who bought three at a go. Like, they didn't even ask about the price! Yeah, Some had to get same colour roses for their two girlfriends

At 11.35 pm, there were a few unsold ones. So i decided to buy 3 and give em away to the first 3 lonely singles i saw, saying Jesus Loves You! Like, It's Vday afterall! Then, there was this guy who saw Joel and I doing that. He thought we were cute and got one from us at original price!

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Anw i went to Ponggol Sec and yeah got the job.Damn dumb cause i waited at the wrong busstop for the wrong bus and alighted at the wrong busstop. Er. Okay.

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i think i've grown so fat from all the cnygoodies. Joachim's grandma makes nice nice nice love letters too!kept snacking:( Sigh ideally for my height my weight should be 47!!!!! HAI :( i feel like a fatty bombom.

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On Repeat; Helena by Chemical Romance

I bought clothes from Zara, Pull and Bear, FCUK and Living Doll! YAY! xD

2007-02-11T16:55:00.000-08:00

Words Women Use

FINE : a word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up.

5 Minutes : If she is getting dressed, it's half an hour. 5 minutes is only 5 minutes when you've been given time to watch a game before helping out in the house.

Go Ahead : This is a dare, not permission. Don't do it.

Nothing : This is the calm before the storm. Arguments that begin with this, usually end in "Fine".

Loud Sigh : She thinks you're an idiot and wonders why she is wasting time arguing with you over "Nothing".

It's Okay : It means she's thinking hard deciding how and when you will pay for your mistake.

Whatever : !#$%^&*( YOU!

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got tight bootcut jeans with crown details and denim threequarts with gold-trimmings fm bazaar arnd 60, two office tops from taka also for only 60 plus bucks and hippiechestnut contacts! :) anw the cny collection at taka's a revolting sight of red! eeew lena and i couldn't wait to get out!! then it was gd old Shilin..

(food we ordered arrives)
Me : YAY! oyster meeswa!!
Lena : (lifts oyster to my mouth) naaaaaaaaaaaa..
Me : i don't eat oysters!
Lena : ?!??!
Me : got black stuff inside..i'll eat the meeswa.

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ran 5.3 k on saturday at a snailslow speed. exercise plans have finally materialised after 8 months haha. afternoon saw steamboat/bbq/mahjong day with relatives. susu brought 1 month old dwarf hamsters over, so darn cute! they don't bite and love to move around like, basically everywhere.

but ever since the death of my beloved (or not so beloved- considering how Hammie died), i've since sworn off these little darlings.

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OBK sakura buffet this fri night! will be seeing a few of my fav pple! also the day sher turns NINETEEN ;))

rock climbed to this level w/o safety gear. we called it stairway to heaven.

careful or the ice might break.

strong winds ahead

talentime (eric in stripeys)

rations.

we had spam everyday.

PPLE PLS SUPPORT SAB AND ZHENZIE! LITTLECOUTURE / BLACKALLEYCAT
AND HUINING! COOKIESPECIAL
anyhoww. wanteng and i had crazy idea to set up a garage stall sale on 16-17 MARCH! it's called 'singles'-get-together thing. HAHA. so just come down if you can! namely accessories (new) and second-hand clothing gg from 3 bucks a top! :)

Speakin of bazaar, cell went to The Hiding Place one on fri night after deliciousss teochew porridge :) omygoodness. there was this section, hello kitty paradise... reminded me of Tina Wu!

(Tina is on the left)

then impromptu idea for icegingertea at jalan kayu. haven't been there in years.
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I knew I loved you before I met you;

So the questions have been coming. and maybe it's time to briefly explain.

Junzie and i usually have to run for morning assembly in NY. and since we're never early, we tend to stand at the back of the class so i kinda get to see everyone. and except for mitzy, i notice this other guy standing two rows away in cunzheng's class who perspires as much as me. he's Tall Black and Not Handsome. I couldn't really decide if he was Indian Malay Phillipino or all 3 combined. This was when i first knew of his existence.

One day, word got around that he likes Vanessa. I got to know his name was Joachim. Apparently someone mentioned he's from the bball team."BASKETBALL?? HUH EEEE U SURE NOT???" I thought his size was daunting (not that i wasn't fat) and reckoned he wasn't the sporty kind. "He plays for the sch team." Couldn't believe it.

Soon, i got a friend request from him. Wahlao trying to get close to van's friends to know mre about her? he added me on msn anw and seemed pretty much comfortable talking to himself. i usually sign off w/o a bye.

so things went on like that. we barely talked; belonged to two different worlds in school. there were a few times when we saw each other around but didn't say hi. i guess it's always like that with friends you make online. Once, i heard him speak mandarin and Wahlao he can speak better than me. he's really chinese?! But one night, i was up pretty late on msn and that was when we really talked for the first time. Made plans to study at nat lib.

By this time, i guess he had gotten over Vanessa. It was months now. We became better friends and studied tgt more often. decided that one day after A levels, we'll come visit the library and laugh at all the muggers! haha. One day, i received a bouquet of pretty blue roses. but i didn't have feelings and i said sorry time after time.

We didn't talk for a week. but things went back to normal after that. i guess he understood and accepted things. So it was always Subway or LJS then Bishan Library before school for a can of mocha then afternoon papers.i actually enjoyed his company. Throughout all these, Was actually irritated when people asked cos he was special, but only in a friend kinda way. Yet by and by feelings grew. And I knew it was time to let him know.

Before we met, i had a very strange dream. In it, i was having a drink with friends. Then my supposedly boyfriend appeared and joined us. When I first noticed him in school cos he was perspiring, and realised he was the boyfriend i dreamt about, was utterly lost for words. like, OMG. NO WAY. person in my dream actually exists?! what the crap? yucks. I didn't tell a single soul about it. not even zhenzie.. man, it's just plain mad and i already had feelings for someone else then.

fastforwarddd alot. he's my boyfriend as of yesterday. HAHA. so yeah it's kinda hard to explain everything at once when pple asked then yep. I'll end off with his poem.

She eats the meat, I eat the rice
She drinks the drink, I eat the ice.
She's so very NICE! :)

P/S: I decided to delete the list of things i wanted him to get me because he said in that case, he would be emailing me his To-Buy list when he gets out too.

2007-02-09T18:19:00.000-08:00

Someone has been running through my mind.

yes i miss my dear zhenzie! this picture was taken during our weekly unmissable swensens (w mitzy and amanda). no wonder i super-ballooned in j1.

this is amanda!!!! (we trying to act abstract la)

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No present could bring more joy to open, Then the one filled with your smile;

"Still friends?"

Of course! At least, i'll always see you as one. lets go shopping soon okayy?

"i was pretty lost and upset the whole day when you didn't reply me."

my mom confiscated the phone. i was so worried you'ld think i didnt wanna reply.

"The last thing i would ever wanna lose is you.. really. lets go running and binge again! MAC? HAHAHA"

RUN THAN BINGE??????

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wishessss;

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUNZIE.

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got lots to blog! but cont another time!

2007-02-05T04:19:00.000-08:00

i now give you my best;

had a fab week!!! :D

met with dearie on wed. yay for ichiban boshi bento!!!went to tcc for wicked chocolateyyy dessert and met her colleagues. felt so inflated. but had SO SO SO much fun catching up! LOTSA GURL TALK!!!!! ( and dirty guy talk HAHAHAHHAHA NO LA!) really missed her to bittttttttts. we got our pay on the same day so WHOOOOPIESSSS X)

out with lena too! shopped like mad. and i spent about like five hundred on watches??!? OMG just had to get that GUESS? watch!!!!!! i secretly have this thing for white and gold! HAHA. flashy (aka Lack Of Attention). got a fossil one & another GUESS? one . thought both would suit the recipients. so it was prata for us girls! we were so high we danced to public affair along the streets. felt so good. and we're gonna get denim stuff at the bazaar this thursday! wana shop like crazy again. OHWELL! HAHA.

thought the modelling thing would be worth an experiment so i went down. but mom rejected the idea! so well :( visited vanessa at RE too! had nydc and macs at town with jon. i think things between us have changed and i'm not afraid to admit it.

received a call from eric one night to eat bone marrow at jalankayu!! HAHA was laughin in bed! super funny. like ten pm ...... OKAY. HAHA.

the new amk hub's kinda like a second carrefour. they have cosmetics inside too!happily picked up silkygirls' black and maroon nailpolish! and then they were still at NTUC XTRA so i looked around the boutiques and got pointed purple flats and goldieee pumps! Speaking of which, got a new pair of black heels too! feel kinda bad la cause there's still 3 pairs of pumps from hongkong waiting to be worn.like since two years back?!! so well. btw i saw this fondue machine that i thought was worth a buy for home parties. like, CHURN CHOCOLATE!

then town for a while cause mom and dad were invited to sigh up for some vacation club (that gives out free coasters at Tangs with a minimum spend of 100. at first they looked cute from the pamphlet then when i got the real thing.. errrrr) had time to spare so ka-ching ZA concealer, REVLON strawberry kisses(damn delicious for girls!), and patent red polish! pastor phil stevenson came for church later at youth group. met yvonne and darren on the way and he got nice brown sneakers frm a converse sale! anw, saturday was such an affirmation. god spoke to me in a way so real .. i want to pass it on. then had carrot cake and rojak with althea johnny joellin jon! love her fragrant PIGLET sanitizer! HEHE.

i wanna teach piano. (not that im good but music equals passion)

it was great to see everyone again on sun's youth service! and i realised kelvingay has this cheerful vibe haha. and mich. even though it's her last day but we promised each other crazy nights to come at my house! she's the only person i know whose as bimbotic as me (or even worst HAHAHA) &we totally dig dig dig each other! HAHA. SPELL DIG! G-I-D! then it was town at far-east with joel timothy jon sher jakeh al and joa! got a pretty slim white belt & some bronze earrings that were on a cheap sale. HAHA. there was this top that totally suited sher! so i told her and she got it ! whoooopies pretttayeeeeee. had gelare. omg the cookies and cream and mango sorbets' savouryyyyy.

later in the evening, the whole group of us brought phil and his family out for duck rice at bugis. had to meet them at The Amara first because it's where they checked in. the kids have lovely lovely eyelashes. sarah and abi. talented in gymnastics and ballet! his wife does ballet for australia! omg. pretty brown streaks and their eyes change colour. HAHA. then it was ice cream and bugis village. felt really really glad to give the kids the little badges they fancied earlier. and to see how happy they were omg... the feeling is quite indescribable! got kinky thongs for sher's birthday with althea. i've been eyeing them for quite some time. polka dots and redCHEEKY are the way to go!

everybody loves pynqqqqqipodfluff.

had like minor surgery in the morning today at HPB. joachim took mc to accompany me! damn nice of you :) but SOMEONE was late. so well. HAHA. aunty jane works as a nurse there.. thank god for her things went smoothly. but the injection was URGHHHHHHHHHH. then they drilled and filled and injected and xrayed i felt quite zonked out. but the day was super fun! we went shopping! watched his virgin show at VIVO too .. kinda old show one last dance but yeah. HAHA got shirts from fcuk and topman. OMG i love this FCUK one!!!! it says "HOT AS FCUK" !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHA. and i didnt know pacific plaza existed! had coffeebean, some takasquare stuff. can't really rmb just that towning has never been so enjoyable. yeppie! queenstowning tmr to check out some shoes and sports stuff!

msn chat with manda made me realise how close release of results are.

hey. i've heard about you. and how you are with her. and i'm just really glad. that you're more than friends, less than lovers. i feel joy for you both. like, she's everything i was and everything i will never be, so perfect for you i know. there was once in anderson i was walking beside you and it was your birthday and the sisters ran up to sing you a birthday song. you were so happy. i never mentioned, but from then on i realised how much more compatible you both were. though i kept quiet. i just thought you should know, all the best! *_^

ordered 250 roses! also, this friday we're going down to the drugs rehab centre to buy some stuff from them like support them yeah. donated a TY BEANIE to a cancer kid too! i couldn't decide between a TY DOG or TY BEAR at first; both looked Too Cute.

mahjong n catering this sat when relatives come over. OH YA love love love pineapple tarts. HAHA okay damn random. got a dance to plan with al too. we've become pretty good friends. and i watched so you think you can dance sexyback version and learnt some steps from corey vidal! saw HSM's we're all in this tgt with this little kids dancing so one morning i decided to learn that dance and dance along with those lil kids in the vid! HAHA.

gonna go spawn catching and sens with zhenzie sab ning the sat after valentines. like, prawns anyone?? HAHAHA! YAY FOR BEACH VOLLEYBALL! talent-scouting! HAHAHA. (more like hunk-hunting!!!) i want to get a polaroid camera! HAHAHA.

but ohwell. better not la. later someone complain x3.

love you lately .

2007-01-28T03:51:00.000-08:00

maybe we aren't meant to be;

You used to laugh out loud,
But you can't remember when.
You lost your lies.
It's like your moving out of time,
And the whole word crumbles right beneath you.

So, I might've made a few mistakes,
But that was back when you would smile,
And we would go everywhere,
But we ain't been there for awhile.
And this I know,
There's a place that we can go-
A place where I can finally let you know.

okay, pretty lazy so quick summary of the week:

-shopping w jp was fruitful n funny. new bag that i haven't found a use for. had delightful subway. free cookie (cheapo).
-most of my weekends was spent in church. played games. music. met new friends today. indian jerome is funny, yi xuan or smthn, si kai and someone else. haha. fengli came back!
-still having the bout of sorethroat. really sucks cause it dampens the mood for town.
-work was fun : colleagues locked emselves up so i had to go rescue! boss was nice. gt my pay, gg for nice jap food with everyone in the office this week my contract expires!
-watched a whole season of one tree hill !! thank god for youtube.
-had many mom-girl talks this week.

resolution #1 of the week: not cancel any appointments last minute.

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you know, sometimes i don't really feel like i have any friends..it's like i have a different little something i can't tell different close friends so to speak. not that it's a deep dark secret or skeleton in my closet. but just .. it would be great to have someone you could tell everything to.

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summary of next week:
-Work Work Work
-out with benj on mon
-w zhifei & yi shyanmissions stuff and dinner treatt
-wed finally dearie got time to go out!! heh heh.
-lena yay!!! on thurs!!! haven't seen her in eons!!!!
-fri cell.

resolution #2 of the week: try donut factory at raffles city. Be there early cause the one i want always gets sold out!!! URGH!

OKAY. officially feel like crying.

2007-01-22T17:48:00.000-08:00

"You know.. all girls really want, is for someone to want them back."--OTH

I officially swear off Charles&Keith. the white details broke off fm my flats yesterday. It was like new?! Hope VNC doesn't fail me.

So anyway. Yesterday was Learn-To-Use-The-ATM day. It was lunchbreak as usual and i decided to go for lunch alone. BAD IDEA! Went to suntec to withdraw cash for the first time in my life. Then the ATM said "TEMPORARILY UNABLE TO WITHDRAW CASH". But i already pressed 20 bucks in the transaction!! and it didn't dispense the cash i asked for. So at that moment, a few BRIGHT ideas came to mind:

1) mine's a Savings Acct so i'm naturally NOT allowed to withdraw cash (but wth??! the woman beside me was holding the same card)
2)dad tampered with my account
3) i chose the wrong account in the transaction to withdraw from

i stared at the machine for like pretty long. and then i stared at the long queue behind me.. and i felt so sad i thought i lost my 20 bucks for nothing! so i walked away and asked about like 8 eateries whether they accept NETS. AND WOW SURPRISE SURPRISE NONE OF THEM DID!!! i should have noticed the trend instead of walking to all 8. FELT REALLY DUMB. then i walked to another ATM machine to check if my 20 bucks was really gone.. and i realised EH!!!! IT's STILL THERE! AND I PRESSED FOR IT.. AND THE CASH CAME OUT! and then it dawned on me that the other machine was temporarily unable to DISPENSE CASH. SO i was really angry at I DON'T KNOW WHAT!?!? then i went to buy a huge subway teriyaki meal to take it out. ASKED FOR EXTRA MAYO AND BOUGHT EXTRA COOKIES. .

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(a line separator makes things clearer doesn't it?? HAHA! like this.)

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Is there an epidemic going rnd? Due to the cold weather perharps? I've a sorethroat and fever. And i nosebled and threw up blots of blood the size of half my palm last night. Disgusting- but i felt less heaty after that. It has always been my body's way of healing weird huh. Now my voice's returned to normal. It sounded monster- mortifying a few days back.

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Joachim and I were sitting bus 58 to church that day. We passed by NY. And i suddenly felt nostalgic. Yes this bittersweet feeling welled up. It's funny how sometimes, i don't cherish the times with my friends for that very moment itself until i look back and see how every second can mean so much. The things we take for granted, we can sometimes lose. And.. Is it gonna be this way? We make new friends at every stage of our life and then get separated from most of them? At this rate, i'll be making acquaintances all my life! I MISS MY PHONE!!!

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quick summary of the week
-gg heels shopping with jp tmr! x) n i tend to bump into her afterwork!
-salary will be in this thursday! OMGDNESS what a long long wait!!! treat to a meal after tt.
-outwardbound dinner after small grp this sat yayies!!!
-cell this fri which means great food food food!
-lunch with dad was good good good.

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i have 2 thoughts. why are people so quick to pass judgement without really knowing someone in the first place? Second, i do that sometimes too. I judge people based on first impressions.. and then one day i discover they have a different side( be it good or bad), one being a facade and then i cringe. like, OOPS.

OKAY. TIMEOUT.

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I dreamt that yizhen, huining, me and sab were gorging on pizza in the bathroom whilst preparing to go out shopping! HAHA. karen has weird dreams too! and most scary, i dreamt ___ got pregnant!!! GOODNESS!! Caught Illusionist during the weekend too. WOAH MAN. Quite a plot!

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Where's the world that doesn't care?
Maybe I could meet you there...

Under The Sky Of Dust

2007-01-15T18:28:00.001-08:00

Under The Sky Of Dust;

Changed blogskin; absolutely love the sombre colours!

Okay for starters, Valentines' is going to be yet another lonesome affair this year. Save for the fact that Al & I are going to sell roses on the streets! HAHA. Some crazy idea by us bachelorettes YES.. Sounds corny, but anyhow i'd love to see lovebirds everywhere! engenders this romantic feel! i'd better start brainstorming for gifts too.

was thinking about As and realised i haven't collected my O levels cert. that's like 2 years overdue?! probably dumped burnt or shredded by now.

Anw, let me tell you about a friend i recently made. She talks to herself using Third Person Narrative!! HAHA SUPER FUNNNY.. OMYGOODNESS. Okay, Let's call her Susan! So, Susan is about to go for her meal now and she says to herself: Susan will now be going for lunch! HAHA. CUTE.

so last week saw me at cell, church besides work. Ate at suntec with jon too. been ages since we last caught up!! jap food + rojak + yamiyoghurt HAHA i got a white skirt (guilty as charged) but well worthit! HAHA! out with ed was quite a blast! had dinner on beanbags (figure that out) cause the indian restaurant no buffet :( okay sounds damn weird but we went into fullerton cause it was nearby clarke quay and none of us went before so errr HAHA. goodness quite posh! i felt it in the air. then we basically sat on the bridge & made good conversation by the river. i loved the breeze, the shade of the night and was basically feeling lightheaded. like, the weight of the world was taken off my shoulders. and i saw SOMEBODY out with JY HAHAHA!! ^^

hope eric gets discharged soon. and last sun our korea instructors were in town for dinner!

My phone got confiscated again. Mom's sick of paying my bills (which after much thought i felt was overboard too). At this rate, i'll pay like thousand+++ every year for SMS. Unacceptable! So i'm gonna take up a new line & a better plan & pay em myself. Now, the question is: Which phone???

After reading junzie's post.. i suddenly miss 05A4B. (thanks for the testi btw my miss hercules!)Like, Everyone. Yes, EVERYONE. Wonder how they're coping with work.. when will our next outingg be!

And I think i might get Arthritis in the next week or so. The aircon in my office is wayy brrrr but everyone else thinks it's fine. And you know they use shawls in offices. Mine is sucha pretty dusty pink but it doesn't even keep me warm! :( The chill gets to my bones. early bone degeneration perharpss? And the braindead stuff i'm assigned to simply makes matters worst cos i'm constantly reminded of the brrrr temppp... Like, He-llo? Chillout? NOT A GOOD TIME! HAHA! Which reminds me of a cheer: BRRR.. It's Cold In Here! There Must Be Something In The Atmosphere!!! HAHA. LOVE CHEERS. used to love the bombing one. childish, one might say..

solonggggggg!

Anyone who says sunshine brings happiness has never danced in the rain.

<3 popsicle

2007-01-07T01:58:00.000-08:00

yoursecretsiwill learn
-evenifit takesforever;

went for surgery on midnight. LIKE inject MY GUM?! practically FREAKED OUT.wore some goggle thing tt i thought was to block out the light. But then i looked again and saw that it was.. Transparent! drilling. blood splattering. GROSSS. teeth got chipped off real bad and infected ex into the thousands.. so i'm just pretty sad about tt!

Anyhow, PeiRong & I wanted to join the Police force, cause we thought there would be like some hot guys there. HAHA. so she called up on wednesday.. then they said only left life-endangering jobs. so we decided to pass, didn't want to die young.

How timely a chat with Benj about the change of church! :D Rgding the sermon today, i shall start a new journal for a new year with god! :D

something is very wrong with my face. like i can't EMOTE! esp when i space out, i get pple saying i look like i'm in this really bitchyy mood. Then i give them this OH-MY-NOOO-TOTALLY SHOCKED expression. then it suddenly looks like i'm aloof. drama class?

Blood Diamond's not bad. sounds sadistic but i love the setting when leonardo died. i can clearly remember Tongee telling us about Sierra. must get a proper christian name when i get baptised. importance: office convenience.maybe i'll be sally today and susie tmr HAHAHA. OHWELL. will get that settled sooooon.
shopping w mommy over the weekends :D cheap buy was a black skirt fm outfitters for only 25! OHYA got my camis too!:D haha! sadly, my intensive training plan turned out to be INTENSIVE EATING! :(

we'll go for a hunting expedition!
"hunt wad?"
crabs.
"crabs can hunt one meh"
we''ll bring our buckets & spades to a beach and dig them up
"err.. will it be weird?"

Happy 21st Birthday CHUWEI! :D

i will make myself useful, while i'm still 18. underground church mission trip. Get an even more interesting job once this contract expires.joining Jitterbugs hiphop with zhen & manda! :D mom insisted on me learning driving..so well i will, when uni stuff is settled(THOUGH I BELIEVE THAT GIRLS ARE TO BE CHAUFFERED! the only exception being girls night out). kelvin told us all about his hol in vienna and prague. enviouuusss! random: join Amazing Race.

love is not an obsession.complete trust, because people do have a few serious loves in life afterall. yet how beautiful that he loves you now! & it's not about choosing a hot guy finally or making out cuz a sexual r/s simply means ppl become roommates instead of soulmates.

yeah yeah...something like you

how long will you be around?

2007-01-02T19:27:00.000-08:00

When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind;

wedding. beautiful. the aisle was bathed in dusty shades of amber. white flower veils hung from walls & Pachabel (Canon in D) accompanied the bride's entrance. beautiful :)

coincidentally got an email on best wedding places. i thought this one's quite beautiful for a post wedding thing. x)

seeing wennie in long pants as sch starts today makes me realise how time flies. mmmmm for swensens :D booooo for confessions of pain. too violent! got new C&K bronze flats! x)

the silver lining*

2006-12-31T16:19:00.000-08:00

met up with anderson gurleighs on thurs night .INSANITY. HAHAHA. HAD fish&co@ the glass house.

drool-worthy!

on the contrary; 2 loaves & 5 fishes!!

it was a bunch of noisy girls walking in & we called on a customer!!OOPS!! on a hyper note; love love girl gossip!! DHL has cute cute cute hot guys (NO NOT THE DELIVERY MAN LA)!

was reading jan's issue of 17 and saw on page 115 a cute DIY photoframe deco with glitter and little heart whatnots. that was while chatting with naiiiweiiiii online. and so i told her all about it. AND GUESS WHAT?!?! SHE WAS THE ONE WHO MADE IT LA!!!!!! won first prizeeeeee!!!! but abit cheapo cause nv show her face on the mag :( :(

SO LOVE the mixtape that karen sent! FUNKEH!!!! i asked her what a mixtape was. she said that it's basically, a tape where u have a mix of songs!! SO THERE!! in case you were wondering too :) we visited dearie at TCC!

our pink band played last night for church svc! HAPPY 2007 EVERYONE!!

Mini-Celebrated mom's birthday at cell group! YAY !! dad looked the romantic part with lilies under dimmed lights. so it was spa labels which are amazingly ex.. and something that oozed a motherly rose fragrance (no not cassie). heels. & her hazelnut truffle cake! Thanks to Jon or lunch would have been a boring affair! zee angmoh boss smiled at me at work!! those tuscan blue eyes (like double o seven)!!!! and he said "this office is cosy isn't it?" i mean.. how HOT is that? HAHAHAHA.

love love love the glossy lippies collection sal has. not to forget zeeee eyeshadows too! what a range! xD goes well with olive skin! shall bring this pretty pretty glossy glossy cyan one tmr we loveta share :) apply it light if you feel it's too loud. oh yes ;) "Vanity, Thy Name is Woman" as put aptly by newpaper or i can't remember what it was. should stay off violet contacts though- will turn out looking like some creepy monster!

RANDOM: GO FISHING!

cubed cherry :)

2006-12-27T19:47:00.001-08:00

met an ultra pretty jap girl while i was at kokontozai choosing the products for shoot--> it was love at first sight! HAHA

so familiar by now
treading on the backlane of my dreams
your benign presence

&is this the way it's meant to be

2006-12-25T19:12:00.000-08:00

&is this the way it's meant to be;

merry christmas/boxing day! preps, performances, church stayover,town was fun! if only we could carol in the prison or town or smthn!love every gift and card.ate so much i could have died from the multitude of fats.

indeed, jesus is the reason for the season!! It's also the day we think of everything we have ever loved. sadly yet, the christmas spirit packs up and leaves before we can even begin to sing a carol. Someone once said "I wish we could put up some of the Christmas spirit in jars and open a jar of it every month. " What a lovely thought :)

Question! why do ppl have to send emails to each other when they're just like 1.5 metres apart in the same office?? i mean i understand that the office is spacious but... errr ...sound travels?

tried learning how to use ebay flopped big-time. highlighted my hair. just a tinge. and yay bought tt deeppurple eyeshadow and perkybrown contacts which i've long lusted after!was having difficulty classifying em under "need" or "want".

so sher went for the job interview i helped arrange at recruit express where vanessa was working. and then sher told me the interview with vanessa turned out to be a talk-about-what-a-bimbo-yx-is Session. !!!!!!!! HAHA

ate at bab with zf! nice place :)

call me childish but yay for my neopets. all going strong ! i bust them with food everyday hahaha. sometimes i wish i could just take out the food from the screen and eat it. say the slushies, GaGa babyfood and puffs! eg rainborific and bubblegum woohoooooooo!!!!!

Silver Black (& maybe Ralph Lauren Blue) make macho cologne. HAHAHA.

The Curse of the Golden Flower. really nice though i felt some parts of the plot should have been developed further :( oriental grandeur with its lustre theme. Mann! i thought the suit gongli sewed for the crown prince was pretty neat! Esp the crysanthemum..so intricate! really sorry for the physician's daughter..sometimes the truth hurts. Chow whacked his son! sick/saddening!

deathnote 2 at GV Grand. but er can anyone re-explain it to me? one thing i'm sure : DEAREST HOTTIE L SACRIFICED HIMSELF LA :(SO WEI DA!!!!! :( :(
IN LOVING MEMORY OF L!!!! R.I.P.!-sad music plays-

charlotte's web was good too! the part where she had to separate with her eggs was moving. anw i have no idea(??) how to use blogger so the dates are all messed up.

Of strawberry wine and seventeen ;

2006-12-21T18:30:00.000-08:00

everything passed in a flash. can't believe i'm alr 18. HAHA hugeethanks to all esp those who wished me at 12. and zee pressss!

99 balloons with trinklets/roses/whatnots stuffed. beautifulglitzypinkglowinthedark eiffel tower nightlamp! candles at the playground and the cake OMGDNESS thanks!! lovely journal under my pillow.ipod shufflemini.boho/funky accessories/watch.supersaccharinesweet emails&msgs. especially junzie! omg made me cry :( haha. 21 roses. love all the nice nice (and super full meals). btw welcome backzhenzie! thks to eduard for coffeeclub n liquorchocs. thks to e obk pp who rmb! happy birthday to JAS TOO :D

so it was mainly work work work yesterday. i think the recep's just plain bimbotic.

me: (taping some boxes)
she: "My, your boxes look ugly!"
can't believe she said that!! like, EXCUSE ME, it's masking tape and not some fancy christmas wrapper i have to use!! And i still can't find my way around the tower. especially the private lifts! i always end up at the Men's Toilet. thank god for pest control! & the technicians cooked bobochacha for us :) love the strawberry strudel 2!

Amanda's birthday- some were downright goth man!

corporate emails are killing me. why can't we say HAHA! when something's really funny? Why does everyone have to go Hi April or Hi Priscilla so BORING! can't we go HEY!!! or like HELLO THERE! hahaha wouldn't that be warm and nice! professionalism? part of the protocol? so well. have to abide by it.

christmas is around the corner! whoopies!!!

dearies foreverr*

2006-12-13T10:45:00.000-08:00

dearies foreverr*

camwhoring@ paragon.

love love love.

our little obk gift

just camwhoring around esp.. HAHA

like half the class overseas :(

watched the Levis Aids thing today on MTV. it's so sad how some live with HIV purely because of another's mistake.. it's not like they asked for it.. feel so blessed.i just read his latest blog post. has come to appreciate someone in his life that i've seen him run away from. he's all grown up now !

it was chillin out with old frens, class party the night before and tennis(totally suck at it) cum dejavu day today. by dejavu i mean the movie. had mos too; delectable ebi riceburger. love days where you get to do different stuff all at once! took my passport photo for work. newton circus later i hope :)

it's good tt mom n dad are safe; false alarm of an impending snowstorm xD btw this is so random but Girls Out Loud's quite funny (esp when xiaxue gives the DUH face!) i bet you will / homewreckers / roomraiders/ punk'd can get grossly entertaining. BIMBO OUT.

MBK <3

2006-12-04T16:17:00.000-08:00

just got back from Bangkok with sher and family and sister jean! xD love it love it love it love the shopping. love to be free.

anw, this trip was quite an eyeopener for me. like thailand has really industrialised since i last went there in like.. sec 3. still much room for improvement to be an NIE though? HAHA. all the geog stuff. many bapoks, congested, polluted, manually operated traffic lights. kids without pants or slippers going around picking rubbish, street-sleepers and naked babies were a common sight.

passed by a major sleaze area.. Patong. pimps and male social escorts.. lotsa angmohs. i saw this guy who looked like a wrestler OMG he was so huge that he was.. yeah so huge. yeah la. he was just really huge lo. He instantly reminded me of The Hulk.. tried to hit on some girl but apparently his pickup line sucked.

was the king's birthday! 4 days holiday!! everyone wore yellow shirts that had (i guessed) Long Live The King on it.

some snapshots for your pleasant viewing.

BK breakie

yay yay

before departure

on the plane w sher

as a geog student, i present to you meanders

the bus brought us to some ulu place in the new thai airport

CRISPY MORNING GLORY.

in the van. we abducted wennie.

HIAKHIAK. wrinkles

wahlao ..get off me.

spotted a PINK CAB PINKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

wish singapore had colourful cabs like these.

a bronze one

reached the bangkok christian guesthouse.. SWING

swing swing, swing the spinnin step

we decided to opt for pleats on the second day.

getting into the mood for christmas??!

in our room.

dunkin donuts;)

sisterlee and pastor

sister jean

lovei t love it love this picture.

darren

at pratunam

walking by the crowded dirty streets

we spotted smoke and smog and pollutants ...

finally a proper mall. with aircon and all. sweet sweet christmas

WANNA DECO AN XMAS TREEEE

MK steamboat. love the shrimp balls.

drained from the walking

new boxers :D

bargainin at the fleamarket

damn hot and tired.

abit blurry. small and cute but this dog barks man.

sher buying her shawl for her prom. i think vj's one is like tomorrow.

with pastor. A&W ROOTBEER LAAAAAAAAAAAAAA HAHAHAHA.

a happy us.

grandad's birthday.

looks wrong. i love nuts though

some of us

i realised i look really happy from the pictures. HAHA.
cheerios!

HAHA chalet spells WILD GIRLS WILD. all the laughin and screaming and singing and running and smooching.took a vid like nobody's business. it would have been so much fun to post it up but i'll pass.

al and i decided to melt chocolate so we could dip marshmallows in. our attempts were like, futile. the chocolate was roasted hard. drank so much water during game i swear i could puke.

then we moved on to cards. wilson jon and cw left sab and me looking like amateurs and we shit-eated for !#$%^&* daidee rounds. love bk hashbrowns. kboxed for a few hours. dinnered at home.discussed some household stuff. caught openseason.. i never knew it meant hunting. totally dig these shows. basically anything cartoon and animal and animation.

haagen-daz fondue for the first time.... love love love it

i realised i haven't typed a single friendster testimonial in eons!! :(

`STEVENHOTTIE

2006-11-14T03:01:00.000-08:00

i know i should be doing like econs now.. will get back to it soon.feel like throwing away my geog notes but i might need them again next year if i repeat HAHAHA (which is most likely). Sometimes i feel that the end of As signals the end of my life.

watched The Covenant on thursday! STEVEN STRAITS IS SO DARN HOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT !!!! Tall Handsome & GB (Great Bod)

the girl's frigging chio too. APPEAL people APPEAL!!! HAHAHAHA.
just had durian strudel*

joa pancakes

2006-10-27T09:17:00.000-07:00

my monstrous creation. HAHA it was supposed to be a smiley face LA

honeychocolatemaplesyruppearlspancake SUGARCULT.

IM WEARING SHORTS. it's just that he said to try on his shirt. it's not that big wad right?

a random shot that ran a misty effect.

a replay

replay 2 HAHA

minimeltss.. bought sometime back

just got home from prata after church .yeah. been a long day.

L is for HOTTIE

2006-10-23T21:10:00.000-07:00

WATCHED DEATH NOTE LAST NIGHT!!!!!!! FRIGGING ROCKS!!!!!!!!!!! shinigami is quite cute.. chomping on APPLES all day :D an apple a day keeps the death god away!

the lead character is seriously sick but smart nonetheless. still, i think he has buck teeth.. and his eyes are kinda weird. this is even weirder but i love love love L!!! OMG SO CUTE SO INTELLECTUAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

he chomps on sweet stuff day in day out x) i like his cold stare. HAHA. AND the last part when he walked out with the potato chips!!!! FRIGGING COOL. like, trying to convey the message that he knows in an instigative yet laidback manner. SWOONS SWOONS SWOONS. hot-tIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

go ahead. think i'm mad. INTRODUCING L!!!!!!!!!!!!!

he looks abit retarded here.. BUT HE"S NOT OKAY. he just holds the phone in a weird way. ... ooooooooooh hahaha i have a fetish for intellectual guys.

oooh. kILL ME. HAHAHHAHAHAHA. OKAY PSYCHO NOW..

LLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLotsa LLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLove ppLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL

Analogy

2006-10-19T07:52:00.000-07:00

i hear your laughter on the line
but it doesn't stop the pain;

blue roses. absolutely love them. i can look at them for hours end on end. they take away feelings of sadness and disappointment. they're a sight of tranquil. fantasy. and maybe a medium for surreal escapism.

just now i was eating horfun. and i came up with an analogy.okay maybe not exactly an analogy cause analogy is supposed to be like cheem and complicated. when you're full from eating horfun and have not finished, one more spoon of flour down may cause you to feel abit of discomfort but it doesn't kill you. so just bear with it. if it can make somebody happy. like say er it makes your dad happy that you ate all of it cause he bought it for you.

somethings are not meant to be shared with anyone. because if you do the consequences will be dire. the truth will set you free.. true. but the truth will hurt before it sets you free. do i have the courage to face the truth? lies are everywhere. i am the biggest lie ive ever told. i lie to myself everynight. i lie down to sleep.. okay thats lame. but i lie. i lie about everything i do.sometimes i forget the truth. sometimes i choose to forget the truth. sometimes i lie that i've forgotten the truth.

scenes start to flash. sometimes, the greatest emotion stems from a smile. i hear myself from the inside. i hear myself breathing. silently. i can hear my heartbeat. taking the view of everything in... slowly. bit by bit. painfully sadly happily unwillingly yet willingly.

sometimes i feel dirty.

sometimes i wonder how true love can have another dimension. it's insensitivity,it's irrationalisation,it's inconsideration. yet it redeems itself by unconditional giving and continues to perpetuate strongly.. on it's own. it's independent but not selfish. yet it can be selfish and dependent all the same.

one thing's for sure. i'm so over walter. and i'm glad. i'm so glad. im' so relieved. and i guess promises were made to be broken. he broke his i broke mine he broke his i broke mine and now i'm breaking my final one to him. i feel so free. i feel so free to love. i don't feel like i have to look out for him anymore. he was right. i'll spread my wings and soar one day. just like he did long ago. i feel like letting him know. but it doesn't matter anymore. haha. and memories were meant to stay but who said they wouldn't fade with time. maybe in the end, the strongest emotions would be those in our last few moments. because it's only then that you feel a sense of brokenness that you feel so strongly inside.. that something so beautiful has to be let go of and true love has to be compromised.

a happy ending to the post though. found this picture of us in anderson HAHA. so toooooooooooooot. haha but ^^

GRAD DAY :D

2006-10-13T09:21:00.000-07:00

graduation day!!!!!!!
HAHA confessions................

ANW. afewclass pictures first. TING TING TING ones to come ;) ZHENZIE. HAHA.

didnt get a chance to take with dearieeeeeee nikiiiii and kh

2006-10-11T22:12:00.000-07:00

a collage.

SUN SAND & SEA :)

2006-09-23T07:44:00.000-07:00

beach day!! haha. had tonnes of fun. couldn't take much pictures tho, playing vball frisbee monkey blabla most of the time. :D darn funnnnn :D TATA

LENA xD

errr forfeits.

do you see MOOBS

sher my vj childhood friend X)

pretty sandcastle. if u look carefully the seaweed resembles crosses.

joel lin.

zhi fei

:D

statues

jon/joel

MaranathaYouth

fountain *

me/al :)

coconut stint

ET goes home.

hellokittyfenderguitar

reread my testimonials. suddenly realise how much i miss everyone. how much there is to catch up. how much i really want the old days to come back. like relive them. especially sharon grace karen verveppl and juniors. i wouldn't mind going through all that training again. i miss everyone. suddenly feel quite sad. haha. okay bye.

BLISS x)

2006-09-19T18:21:00.000-07:00

had international buffet lunch at goodwood park hotel yesterday with mom, aunt christine and florence. nice ambience. love the glass chandelier... gonna have a HUGE one at my wedding. HAHA. i first saw it in beauty and the beast. so so so absolutely pretty. and the ballroom seemed endless.

had icecream at swensens with zhen ning and lena again! :D hope you're feeling better dear :) love em love em love em.

there's no way back
what if there was
you'll still be you
and i'll still be me

watched TRL on mtv ytd, and beyonce was the gueststar. when asked whose life she envied most, she replied 'a child'. i guess it does one well to be oblivious to or innocent of certain things. like they say, ignorance is bliss.

gelare rockeddd too. thanks girls!!! :D

OHYA this morning when i went for breakfast i saw this HUGE ugly cockroach. it was.. like..totally black.it wasn't moving. i wonder if it's this colour because it decomposed or if it was .. like, just black? but anw. the point is.. IT WAS HUGE.

the banquet rocks. rich cinematography that seems to exude a certain coldness seen in the cruel hearts of the characters. tragic. shldnt be here...gttago study. cancelled my plans for the day.. :(

Roses Are Red, Violets Are Blue

2006-09-15T20:14:00.000-07:00

watched little man last night coupled with chompchomp after. it's a sick show. but thoroughly enjoyable!!! HAHA that babyface's darn cute la. HAHA. but bakin'b oys muffins suck. like totally! especially when i walked past famousamos eating it. the smell was overwhelming. and i thought urban was reliable? :(

saw a lady holding a bouquet of blue roses on my way out yesterday. beautiful. i've always loved em loved em loved em!!!!

the different symbolisms of roses
red: true love
yellow: friendship
white: loyal platonic love
pink: sweet thoughts
purple: enchantment
orange: i'm-proud-of-you
blue: fantasy and impossibility
black: lady of death

yay JUST one more paper!!!!!! and then it'll be sentosa, devil wears prada, the banquet and john tucker must die movie dates absolute blissss.

ooooh i loveee zhou xun . still fantasy rocks too.

Save The Last Dance

2006-09-12T05:09:00.000-07:00

save the last dance for me

he said: with each time we go out, i hope to create a memory with you..
and, with each memory we create, i hope you forget one of those you had with him

how sweet :)

2006-08-31T01:49:00.000-07:00

SUPERRRRRRRRRRRRDUPERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRHAPPPPPPPPPPy. seven whole hours of retail therapy and letting the hair loose! YAYNESS*

someone mentioned somewhere that there are certain someones who get an adrenaline rush when they shop.they get depressed otherwise. I THINK i'm characteristic of this trait!

got a new purple dress, a bronze dress, champagne pumps, silveryblack sandals, chic white CK heels, a babydoll vintage top, and this other unique halterlike top and a Guess bag!!!!!! i was eyeing it for pretty long and mom noticed. SO WE WALKED OVER! heh. changed my watch strap for 15 bucks at tangs too!!! thats quite heartbreaking cuz i felt that the strap was seriously overcharged. PLUS ALL THE NICE FOOD. goodnesss!!!! THANKS MOM. (mom got her stuff from daniel yam and Coats too!) as always, flowery oriental stuff that suits her.

had swensens at orchard with jon last night. i love the weather after the rain. it's cooling and breezy. LOVE THE FEELING. OH MANNN. HAHA we had the new nutty towering temptations with MACADAMIA FLAVOUR!!!! heh. or maybe we're just outdated. and of course, the US FRIES :)) great time chillin. been a long time since both of us went out alone, tgt. anw, i simply dont understand how most people dont get our platonic relationship.

OH YA. watched this show WOLF last evening on channel 62. it's darn sad cause this cop, shot the criminal who was actually his long-lost brother! HE DIDNT KNOW THAT WAS HIS BROTHER!!!!! LIFE'S SO UNFAIR!!!!!!!! and the korean show SAVE THE LAST DANCE FOR ME ... the guy!!!!!

&just to be with you

2006-08-20T00:57:00.000-07:00

just to be with you *

how is it that one's confidence must be perpetuated by the diminution of another's
that there's room for a second chance but none for the twentyfirst
or that beauty shld be cursed ;
lest thou shalt not love

prettayeee fireworks!

2006-08-14T02:57:00.000-07:00

&do you miss me i hear you do
but not the way i'm missing you`*

YAY. i got my coral pink lippie and bold tulip nail finish. THANKS MOM :D

watched fireworks on sat. really pretty :D i love the shimmering gold dust one that slowly faded in the distance and the continuous fountain of pretty sequinn-like fireworks! they seemed to be raining down on us.. awwwwwwww!!!!!!! i wanted to shout a deafening ZIDANE at the end.. but pple kept shushing the squeals. HAHA.

so anw xh lena zhenghui and sk had flaming lamborghini, mocktails and shooters at the asylum while I had ice chocolate. which they brought in from TCC. was amazed at the blue flames dancing on the vodka. the peppermint sweetener was a sickening green though. HAHA... it was one when xh and i shared a cab home AND I DIDNT BRING MY KEYS. so i climbed. it was so unglam.. at one am.. climbing into my house like a friggin burglar LA.

pictures of clarkequay

we've never met.

weaving through the crowdd

faster faster

by the river saving lives..

on the way home :)

xh/me

church on sunday was cool. a lazy relaxed breakfast followed by the forty day campaign intro. MUSIC practice was quite draining. we're doing an accapella godofwonders number next week. HAHA. surprise surprise!

SHARON: HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABE!!! all the best for prelims which starts.... TMR!

gp tuition today was so fulfilling. and of course the usual snuffing around bugis. saw pretty stuff. and a pretty white guess watch meaning BYE BYE BUDGET. had takopachi, mcflurry with nuts popcornchicken mwachee. sakaed twice last week. lake house's a sweet show. when they danced and the guy took the girl for a walk. gdnesss sweeetnessss!! watching it a second time, i finally understand ILL MARE.

NUDE

2006-07-30T04:56:00.000-07:00

dinner last night at indochine's aquadisiac. love the music, chandeliers. superb ambience and soothing lights.. first time i had raw tuna for appetisers. tried their scallops lamb pork and seafood.. anw haha i should have realised there's a reason why they call the club NUDE. i went to the restrooms and apparently the cubicles were opaque. i could see the outside from inside! they have groovy aquariums below the sink area.. so cute. took pictures but i dont know how to transfer em here. and my digicam's currently screwed mode.

then we moved on to NYDC for yummy mudpies!! haha we were SO rowdy man.. played 7 guessing games and eric was a goner. alex tried. haha.. so much fun!! he's going back to the US in sept when summerbreak ends..and it amazes me how he handles an open relationship. anw, the guys were such gentlemans. we left our stuff in eric's car... they footed the bills, opened doors and drove me home before clubbin at M.O.S. rarity these days. greaaat nighhtt!!!!

THANKS FOR THE NIGHT LENA.!! love ya!

so anw. NIKI sent me the bimb pictures we took tt day. tutorials were a bore to begin with..

i think my math teacher's cute. Super funny the gayish actions he does when saying bye on the phone. HAHA. and my cj tuition-mate brought..... -drumrollllls..... -FRUITPLUS!!!! YAY!!!!

been a long time since i had MOS. had it today my fav chilli hotdogs. jon says my heart is a food menu. and oh we had macadamia haagens in the rain while walking back HAHA. and i had my choc/cheese waffle fm my fav waffle auntyy. all the cravings..//*

im going for blood donation YAY!!! hope the pain is bearable YAY!! :D